Blurb
After a long
semester, college student Tawny Beschen is more than ready for a relaxing
winter break. Hanging out at rehearsals for her dadās metal band is just what
she needs. Familiar people, familiar music, and a familiar routine... Itās an
overwhelmed autisticās dream. Then the new guitarist walks in, and her safe,
predictable world implodes.
Malachi Vandermeer
is grateful for the opportunity to play guitar for Death Pardon. After a rough
few years, the family-like relationship of the band is what he needs. Then he
meets Tawny. Her sweet innocence creates an instant attraction, but his past
makes him afraid to let it grow.
Can Tawny and
Malachi overcome their challenges and have a merry Christmas together?
Excerpt
As Jack plugged his guitar into
the amplifier, a handful of other people stepped into the room, talking and
laughing.
From the voices, Max Osborn, Dale
Hibbert, Alan Sanders, and Mike Hill were all there. That left Jimmy George as
the only man missing, but the guitarist was almost always late. It was another
part of the rehearsal routine.
āHey, Tawny,ā Alan said, āyou mind
if I take the mic now?ā
She lifted her fingers from the
smooth metal of the stand and stepped back. āOh, sorry.ā
āNo worries. Long semester?ā
āI think Iām brain dead,ā she
said, shoving her hands in the front pocket of her hooded sweatshirt.
Alan chuckled and adjusted the
microphone. āYou must be glad youāre on winter break, then.ā
āYeah.ā She wandered away as the
men prepared to start their rehearsal. Minutes after she stretched out on the
floor and stared up at the ceiling with its recessed lights, someone else
entered the room.
A stranger around her age. He was
cute with his dark brown hair and a dayās growth of beard shadowing his jaw.
The sudden change in routine broke
through her relaxed state. A rush of anxiety immobilized her. She curled into a
ball on the carpet and pressed her sleeve-covered fist to her mouth to muffle
the crying.
āHey, Tawny, are you all right?ā
Her fatherās quiet voice meant she hadnāt done a great job of hiding her tears.
āYou want to tell me about it?ā
She squeezed her eyes shut. After
a few breaths, she rolled halfway over and looked directly into her fatherās
face. āThatās not Jimmy.ā
Dadās features filled with
sympathy, and he smoothed her hair back. āOh, honey, Iām sorry. I thought you
knew.ā
Dread washed over her. āHeās not
dead, is he?ā
āNo! Heās still going strong.ā Dad
rubbed her shoulder. āHe decided it was time to move on to other things, so we
found ourselves a new guitarist a few months ago.ā
āIā¦I think you told me about that
when I was working on that paper that drove me nuts. Some guy with a Bible name
or something.ā
āThatās right. His name is Malachi
Vandermeer. Would you like to meet him?ā
Tawny nodded.
Dale was talking to the new guy on
the far side of the room.
Insecurity slammed into her. Would
he want to meet her?
Her dad held his hand out. āItās a
little hard to introduce you if you donāt come with me.ā
āHe probably thinks Iām an idiot
or a psycho.ā
āNo, he doesnāt.ā Dad gave her a
brief yet soothing hug. āWhen I came to see about you, Dale said heād explain
to Malachi.ā
āI feel like an idiot.ā
Humiliation threatened to make her cry again.
āThereās no need for it. A lot of
college students get stressed out with their classes, and they donāt have the
added struggles you do. You rock, girl, for overcoming that and making the
deanās list anyway. Now, letās go introduce you to the newbie so you can quit
worrying.ā
She dropped her gaze to the floor,
more comfortable looking at the ugly utilitarian carpet than risking seeing
what was in anyoneās eyes. Daleās familiar skater shoes and an unfamiliar pair
of sneakers came into view. They looked as if theyād walked across the country
and back. Tawny stole a glance at their owner.
Malachi offered a smile.
Tawny looked back down.
āMalachi, this is my daughter,
Tawny. Tawny, meet Malachi Vandermeer, our new guitarist.ā
āHi.ā She
managed to make eye contact just long enough to discover he had the most
gorgeous brown eyes sheād ever seen.
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